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Paxil

So I decided I’m not going to take the Paxil. There are too many negative side affects aside from just the weight gain. I hate my doctor. He’s incompetent! grr.

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I feel motivated.

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great

So I have a lot of anxiety issues and they can’t seem to find a medication that works, so today I was put on Paxil. Apparently one of the side affects is weight gain. Are you freaking joking me?? >=(

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This can go on as many days as you like. It is most popular as a three day plan.

1. The idea is to eat apples in any form. Applesauce (homemade), apple juice (100 percent), real apples. It is best to have whole apples whenever possible, but any and all variations are acceptable.

2. Drink 10…

I might do this. I love apples.

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Starting tomorrow.

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Tags: abc diet
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fuckyeahstarve:

fatflabs:

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Think I’ve posted thia before but I love this picture :)

ipitythafatty:

fuckyeahstarve:

fatflabs:

(via battletobelle)

Think I’ve posted thia before but I love this picture :)

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This is a cycle

I’m just beyond frustrated.

We’ve have been trying to get pregnant for a while. But, due to my past with my eating disorder, I can’t have kids. This is the most heartbreaking thing I’ve ever experienced. You’d think this would make me want to eat, it would make me want to have that extra layer of fat to create a better environment for a baby. It doesn’t, I’ve already tried that and it doesn’t work. I’ve been “healthy”(fat) for a while now and it didn’t change a damn thing. All this does is drive me back to my eating disorder harder. Which, in turn, makes it even harder to get pregnant.

This would all be easier if my husband wasn’t in Iraq right now.

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REBLOG THIS IF YOU ARE A VEGAN OR VEGETARIAN (PLEASE)

thinnner:

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8605) I can never enjoy food anymore. I’m always either starving or stuffed. No matter how much I eat I’m never satisfied. No matter how little I eat I always feel guilty.

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I feel like this is the story of my life.